Some of my friends might think i am crazy to write what i am about to write. However i write what i want to write, coz this is what i feel and this is what i want to express, and if you want to judge me then, their is no stopping you..
The most auspicious month of Kartik is just around the corner, and for the first time i will be celebrating it without my Jaganatha or temple deities. I have strong attraction towards deity worship and with this background its very difficult to celebrate Kartik without the deities. You have to be a pujari to understand what i am talking about, its very difficult to express what i am feeling now, coz its not a common sentiment / feeling. I miss Radha Madhava temple in Manila, its a small house, and its such a nice feeling to be with Radha Madhava. Its a small temple, and its common to have have 5-10 visitors entire day, so the whole day can be spend looking at Radha Madhava and listening to the soft kirtan. Am not sure how i will celebrate Kartika without my Jaganatha, they are still in Manila temple. Wish i can move back to manila or india sooner than i think....
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