Today i was talking with my good friend Upendra about our future and where we will be a year from now and where will be 10 years from now... We were making plans for building the Dream Temple for our beloved Radha Madhava, and after the discussion Upendra told me to show him my palm. Upendra is a gifted person, intelligent, well learned in philosophy, good singer, inspirational leader and good at palmistry.
I was a bit reluctant, but eventually gave in to his request, one of his reading took me by surprise. At first i thought that may be he was just joking, unfortunately he was not. He said things about my past which were highly personal and hence i had to believe what he is predicting about my future might also be true. Frankly speaking i cant see how it will come true, i cant see it coming true in this life time (at least). He said that i will take Sanyasa or i will become a leader of a spiritual society. I know my self pretty well and i know that i cant see my self in any of these roles, i have toooooo much of desires and dreams. Also i don't think that i have that much of purity in me. We laught about his readings.... but somewhere i could see it in his eyes that he was not joking. I also recall 6 months ago Ambrish prabhu (he is good with face and body reading and intuition) told me something on similar lines.
As it was time for noon arti, i went for darshan of the most beautiful Radha Madhava and as i was getting up, i realised that I am just a puppet in Krsna's hands, and he will make me dance the way he wants to. Its up to me, i can surrender to his plan and dance as he wants me to and be happy, OR i can resist and resist and still dance the way he wants me to and be unhappy. What is gonna happen, will happen, weather i like it not. So I humbly prayed to Radha Madhava and begged them to give the intelligence, strength and guidance, so that i can walk on the path that they have made for me. I want to walk on this path with dignity, pride and respect.
I know not what the future holds, but I know who holds the future.
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